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its been a year and i cant even believe it.
i miss robbie so much.
i love you.
heres a blog i wrote on myspace about him like a week or so ago.
I was just sitting here listening to music. And I though of Robbie. i dont know if it was the lyrics of the song or what. i miss him so much. and in almost a week it'll be a year.its so crazy that a year ago i was sitting in class with him laughing and hearing all of these stories from him. he always liked my sequin shoes. now there all torn apart and gross but i dont have the heart to throw them away. they remind me of him. i wasnt really that good of friends with him but i still loved him alot. i sometimes think about the time he came to church and me and him wrote notes back and forth or the day i spilled lemonade all over myself and robbie was walking by and gave me his jacket. it was this huge fur coat. and i had it around my waist while me and megan tried o find a hairdryer so it didnt look like i had an accident or anything. im pretty much making my prom dress for him, i told him one day that i was thinking about making it. he told me that i had to do it. he wanted to see what it looked like, and he will. and he made me promise him that i would. and im keeping that promise.he had such a big heart. im sitting here in my room crying. im thinking about the day the accident happend, when i found out he was gone. and all of the good times i had with him. i miss him alot and one day when im in heaven ill see him and get one of his amazing hugs.
i miss robbie so much.
i love you.
heres a blog i wrote on myspace about him like a week or so ago.
I was just sitting here listening to music. And I though of Robbie. i dont know if it was the lyrics of the song or what. i miss him so much. and in almost a week it'll be a year.its so crazy that a year ago i was sitting in class with him laughing and hearing all of these stories from him. he always liked my sequin shoes. now there all torn apart and gross but i dont have the heart to throw them away. they remind me of him. i wasnt really that good of friends with him but i still loved him alot. i sometimes think about the time he came to church and me and him wrote notes back and forth or the day i spilled lemonade all over myself and robbie was walking by and gave me his jacket. it was this huge fur coat. and i had it around my waist while me and megan tried o find a hairdryer so it didnt look like i had an accident or anything. im pretty much making my prom dress for him, i told him one day that i was thinking about making it. he told me that i had to do it. he wanted to see what it looked like, and he will. and he made me promise him that i would. and im keeping that promise.he had such a big heart. im sitting here in my room crying. im thinking about the day the accident happend, when i found out he was gone. and all of the good times i had with him. i miss him alot and one day when im in heaven ill see him and get one of his amazing hugs.