Aug 27, 2002 20:14
I HATE DOCTORS
I HATE DENTIST
I HATE MY MOM RIGHT NOW
I HATE ALMOST EVERYONE RIGHT NOW
AND MOST OF ALL....
I HATE MY LIFE!
He has the right to be mad at me but when he said..."I don't know if I can trust you anymore" and "I don't know if we should be friends" hurt me. He is like my best friend. I need him to forgive me. And now I can't talk to him till Weds. or Thurs. night......How can I start school tomorrow knowing he hates me?......if yer reading this I'm sorry and I know I fucked up, and you have the right to be mad at me but I think it would be a mistake to throw away our friendship....
This goes out to someone else(i think you know who you are)Why would you tell him something I asked you not to? Why did you tell me I could trust you when I know now I can't? Why did you promise me you wouldn't tell than break yer promise? Why would you say all those mean things you said to me after I told you I was mad at you? You made me feel 100 times worse....I mad at you right now but I'll get over it....
This is for someone else(you should know who you are)
I'm sorry you think I was asking for attention when I wasnt. Im sorry yer mad at me and wont answer me. I wish you would forgive me. I know we are that great of friends but I miss talking to you. You use to make me laugh. please forgive me.....
My day has sucked as you can see.....and I start school tomorrow :( ......I'm not ready at all. I need another week! Today I had my first cavity. And my mouth is still num and it feels wierd.
Well to be more positive I had fun at Disneyland yesterday...we got there in less than an hour! And there were hardly any lines. We went on like everything twice. And we got to be in the front on ever ride. I got pretty wet on Splash Moutain...Me and Brit saw some pretty hot guys.! (inside jokes from yesterday......"squeeze my hand if you see a hot guy", yer penis is so big yer penis is so big...it can not fit in here, it can not fit in here, it cnt fit in here....(u have to see the Sweetest Thing to understand that).....
Tomorrow Ill write about my first day.....should be fun to see everyone I guess?
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