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By theway, not that im sorta drunk you shoulda all get the new mudvayne cd nad watch the music video.
http://www.mtv.com/bands/az/mudvayne/audvid.jhtml
Click happy (full length)
My ex told me that true feelingscome out when youre drunk. In that case i hate that bitch. im glad i got away from her. I hate feeling lonley.
She tol dme noone would replace me i wonder if shes happy being stuck with him because he got her pregnant.
Drinking was a bad idea, now am all worked up on this SHITTYfeeling. I need. Lonley isnt what i want. This song kills me. Ikleep getting goosebumps. Makes me want to workout, and killsomeone and appologize to people i hurt all at the same time. I hope they hurt. Noone can replace me. Atleast she was right about something. Dumb ho, look what you did to me ;( And for what.
-regret-
but i wont eraseanyhting. I wan tto read this tomorrow and hurt more. I need a goodcry,thats probly best right now. The memories kill me. And i tired to replace oyu, and it ended upalmost the same. Why. TH EFUCK DID I DO WRONG. I think its thissong. I hope anyone who reads this starts to drink and hurt too. Its the best hurt ever. It drives me to do everything i do. I love the anger. If only i could speak when the drinking hasnt started. Im so exhausted.
In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
But there than despare
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens
Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Are you
HAPPY
Are you
HAPPY
Are you feeling happy?
In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me out again?
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY?
ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY?
ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY?
NOW THAT I'M LOST HERE WITH NOTHING.
DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY?
ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY?
ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY?
NOW THAT I'M LOST HERE WITH NOTHING?
I hope Tessa's fuckinhappy.
http://www.mtv.com/bands/az/mudvayne/audvid.jhtml
Click happy (full length)
My ex told me that true feelingscome out when youre drunk. In that case i hate that bitch. im glad i got away from her. I hate feeling lonley.
She tol dme noone would replace me i wonder if shes happy being stuck with him because he got her pregnant.
Drinking was a bad idea, now am all worked up on this SHITTYfeeling. I need. Lonley isnt what i want. This song kills me. Ikleep getting goosebumps. Makes me want to workout, and killsomeone and appologize to people i hurt all at the same time. I hope they hurt. Noone can replace me. Atleast she was right about something. Dumb ho, look what you did to me ;( And for what.
-regret-
but i wont eraseanyhting. I wan tto read this tomorrow and hurt more. I need a goodcry,thats probly best right now. The memories kill me. And i tired to replace oyu, and it ended upalmost the same. Why. TH EFUCK DID I DO WRONG. I think its thissong. I hope anyone who reads this starts to drink and hurt too. Its the best hurt ever. It drives me to do everything i do. I love the anger. If only i could speak when the drinking hasnt started. Im so exhausted.
In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
But there than despare
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens
Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Are you
HAPPY
Are you
HAPPY
Are you feeling happy?
In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me out again?
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY?
ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY?
ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY?
NOW THAT I'M LOST HERE WITH NOTHING.
DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY?
ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY?
ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY?
NOW THAT I'M LOST HERE WITH NOTHING?
I hope Tessa's fuckinhappy.