confusing entry sorry
i'm so sick and tired of life.
i really wish there was an easy way out.
i'm tired of being stressed out all the time.
i'm tired of wishing i could be a better person.
i'm tired of regretting things which i've done.
i'm tired of missing myself. where did i go?
i'm tired of life.
i have never cried so much in 2 months before. i literally think i have cried everyday for the past 2 months. tonight is the worst by far tho. what is wrong with me? my emotions are mixed worse than ever before. lately u wouldn't be able to tell if i was happy or sad.
i am almost thinking of doing the unspeakable. am i brave enough? i wish i was. i'm being choked by my own neck. everything that i do comes back to bite me. what the hell is up with me? why can't i just think straight. it's like everything is spinning in my head. i don't know what to do with everything.
there are just some things i wish i could tell ppl. i hate keeping things inside my head. i did it for quite a while last year. i can't do it again. but it's a whole different scenario this time. i mean i like the whole keeping a secret thing but how long can i keep it? one day i'm gonna explode. it's like i can't tell certain ppl things and i can tell others, and then i can't tell anybody some other things. confusing huh? yeh it was meant to confuse u.
i sink my teeth in, bite the blood. o how i need help.
i really wish there was an easy way out.
i'm tired of being stressed out all the time.
i'm tired of wishing i could be a better person.
i'm tired of regretting things which i've done.
i'm tired of missing myself. where did i go?
i'm tired of life.
i have never cried so much in 2 months before. i literally think i have cried everyday for the past 2 months. tonight is the worst by far tho. what is wrong with me? my emotions are mixed worse than ever before. lately u wouldn't be able to tell if i was happy or sad.
i am almost thinking of doing the unspeakable. am i brave enough? i wish i was. i'm being choked by my own neck. everything that i do comes back to bite me. what the hell is up with me? why can't i just think straight. it's like everything is spinning in my head. i don't know what to do with everything.
there are just some things i wish i could tell ppl. i hate keeping things inside my head. i did it for quite a while last year. i can't do it again. but it's a whole different scenario this time. i mean i like the whole keeping a secret thing but how long can i keep it? one day i'm gonna explode. it's like i can't tell certain ppl things and i can tell others, and then i can't tell anybody some other things. confusing huh? yeh it was meant to confuse u.
i sink my teeth in, bite the blood. o how i need help.