Holding on to something that's keeping me from jumping
cold, confused, and crying, what more is there?
why is it when ur thoroughly happy something seems to bring u down so far that u don't wanna get up again? i wish everyone knew how i feel, i mean how i really feel. i'm so ripped up inside and i don't think there's much to do to repair it. i wish i could just be happy without interference. but doesn't everyone wish that? i want what i had 2 months ago. September came too soon and ruined everything. i'm at a loss for words. i've been crying nonstop lately and i can't control my emotions. i'm so unhappy. i just wanna die. but i can't because how easy would that be? nothing can be easy.
why is it when ur thoroughly happy something seems to bring u down so far that u don't wanna get up again? i wish everyone knew how i feel, i mean how i really feel. i'm so ripped up inside and i don't think there's much to do to repair it. i wish i could just be happy without interference. but doesn't everyone wish that? i want what i had 2 months ago. September came too soon and ruined everything. i'm at a loss for words. i've been crying nonstop lately and i can't control my emotions. i'm so unhappy. i just wanna die. but i can't because how easy would that be? nothing can be easy.