I cant stand a single day away from Y.O.U.
wow okay ....this weeks has been one of the most difficult weeks of my entire life...but im just glad that i could help someone that needed it. im not gonna mention any names but you know who you are..
You cant even believe the feeling i got when i thought i might loose you forever, i was soo scared for you and for me because i would seriously be lost without you. It may have hurt to get you help, but im trying to be strong and not let my past get in the way but sometimes its really hard. i love you soo much and im so glad were friends, i wouldnt trade our friendship for anything in this world.im so glad your gonna get help and maybe ...maybe some day soon you can be happy. thats all i want for you. At first i wasnt sure if we were doing the right thing by doing what we did but now that i know your safe im postitive we did because your gonna get better i promise...keep your head up high and remember im ALWAYS, no matter what, here for you. it could be 2:00 and the morning and i wouldnt care if you called because you needed help...dont ever forget that...i love you. I also want to thank all my other friends for understanding why this was so difficult for me. i love you all so much and i would die without you guys.
so anyways...Wednesday we got more fucking snow but we got a two hour delay and i only had english..then first lunch (that was kind of wierd cuz we just got to school like an hour before) then bio., math,and gym...but it was probally the hardest, most emotional lol day ive had all year because of what we had to do
then today ebis made me cry...good cry tho cuz she wrote me the nicest note ever in english lol people were making fun of me i love you ebis...id be lost without you...your the one person in my life that i know is always gonna be there for me no matter what. youve helped me through so much..and even tho sometimes i cant stand you lol jp i would literally be dead if it wasnt for you
kay well imma go so talk to you all later...i love you guys!
I love you Matthew
You cant even believe the feeling i got when i thought i might loose you forever, i was soo scared for you and for me because i would seriously be lost without you. It may have hurt to get you help, but im trying to be strong and not let my past get in the way but sometimes its really hard. i love you soo much and im so glad were friends, i wouldnt trade our friendship for anything in this world.im so glad your gonna get help and maybe ...maybe some day soon you can be happy. thats all i want for you. At first i wasnt sure if we were doing the right thing by doing what we did but now that i know your safe im postitive we did because your gonna get better i promise...keep your head up high and remember im ALWAYS, no matter what, here for you. it could be 2:00 and the morning and i wouldnt care if you called because you needed help...dont ever forget that...i love you. I also want to thank all my other friends for understanding why this was so difficult for me. i love you all so much and i would die without you guys.
so anyways...Wednesday we got more fucking snow but we got a two hour delay and i only had english..then first lunch (that was kind of wierd cuz we just got to school like an hour before) then bio., math,and gym...but it was probally the hardest, most emotional lol day ive had all year because of what we had to do
then today ebis made me cry...good cry tho cuz she wrote me the nicest note ever in english lol people were making fun of me i love you ebis...id be lost without you...your the one person in my life that i know is always gonna be there for me no matter what. youve helped me through so much..and even tho sometimes i cant stand you lol jp i would literally be dead if it wasnt for you
kay well imma go so talk to you all later...i love you guys!
I love you Matthew