Erik...
I get to go see Erik tonight...Im so excited! Its weird, Ive never wanted to see him as bad as I do right now. Normally its like, I wonder what Erik is up to? I guess Ill call him. But tonight I want to see him. I want to fall asleep next to him and just know that hes there. I slept in my own bed, my own room...it just wasnt the same, it wasnt right. I think I need him there just lay on. Or just to hold me...sounds super Gay I know...But I cant help it, I really enjoy his company, and I really enjoy him...just him...nothing else, no gimmicks, just him....Thats all I want is just him...