Looking into your eyes...I cant do this
Good Afternoon, guess. I haven't updated in.awhile. So I thought i would. Went to camp...it was intresting. It could have been better. It was my fault it wasnt. So many things going through my head. Everything just seems so complicated, when it shouldnt be. I want everything, just...to be okay. But it's like that can never happen. We can't all just be bright eyed and take on the day. I don't understand or comprehend love, and I probably never will. Why I open myself up to people just to make myself vulnerable, to be down on both knees just to be slapped across the face. This emotion that God put in our hearts, so strong, so overwhelming. Not a person on earth is safe from love's unmerciful wrath. I'm so tired of hurting, not being able to breathe, looking at the days that werent so bad, and looking at me now. Looking at the sunset, and realizing I've wasted yet another day. Every morning, I wake up heartbroken. Every day, I ask my guitar why I let this happen. Every night, I ask God to help me make it through another day. I wonder how long I can keep this up.
-Alex-
-Alex-