do i disguise?
disguise the way i feel to hold on?
disguise my emotions so it appears i "understand"?
disguise my anger and shrug it off like it's nothing.
take the pain, and let it hurt?
what if the tables turned?
what if i had said "no."?
then i wouldn't "understand?"
then i wouldn't "care?"
what about my feelings?
am i of any importance?
right now, i don't think so...at least, i don't feel as though that is the case...i want to go to bed, and wake up as though none of this ever happened.
i wish you could feel my pain.
disguise my emotions so it appears i "understand"?
disguise my anger and shrug it off like it's nothing.
take the pain, and let it hurt?
what if the tables turned?
what if i had said "no."?
then i wouldn't "understand?"
then i wouldn't "care?"
what about my feelings?
am i of any importance?
right now, i don't think so...at least, i don't feel as though that is the case...i want to go to bed, and wake up as though none of this ever happened.
i wish you could feel my pain.