Sep 04, 2004 18:49
ok i have to do a dance now...KUPO! KUPO! DANCE WITH ME! KUPO!
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hrmph...the descriptions it gave were pretty right on, for the most part, like 90+%...but i dont *feel* like a player...
how many players study the tao and just want to share emotional harmony with someone??? maybe i shouldnt see it as such a sterotype, there are alot of players, but all play differently.
the test was very impressive and accurate for being only 20 questions...i just wish it would have given me a list of what other types of people i would get along with...um...and a list of their phone #'s?!?! (o.0)
one thing is for sure, it is/has been impossible to find a woman good enough for me long term. are my standards really that high? am i really this unpleasable? i doubt it. if i were a chick i would want a man just like me. someone free of bullshit and drama, free of annoying issues, and a scatter-brained inability to be happy.
at least im kewl with who i am as a person. i wish other people could see who that is. part of me says that i should just be happy knowing that i know and feel things the way i do. another part of me does not want this part of me to die when this body dies, it is too great an asset to the collective.
if i cant find a woman to share this with, i pray to god my children will understand.
so, um...if im such a player, how come i dont have a long list of girlie's phone #'s? oh yeah, cause im a broke fool...i aint got no game right now. :*(
preperation for project mayhem begins in october. im missing something though...how do i find the dreamgirl???
if she's just like me, she's a 5%'er. shouldnt be too hard should it? right? fuck. i need to do more research, damnit.