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I'm so confused right now!
I want my heart to stop aching for things. I want to stop feeling so wild. I know what I do is so contradictory but I don't care, because every breath might me my last. Or yours. Is that crazy?
Are people ever meant to be in lasting relationships? Or is it always forced, or else convenience? Were people made to be free, period? Sometimes I feel that way. Although I love the ones who are always there. I love dependence and yet my whole everything is rejecting it. Why do you sew hands together only to rip them apart in the end? Where is the happy medium?