hes drunk
Hes drunk hes always fucking drunk. and we're poor and its all his fault...because hes drunk. if he didnt waste all his FUCKING money on being a damn alcoholic maybe he could help a 14 year old and 16 year old lead their poor lives a little fuckin better! omg ive been so stressed lately. and ive had so many anxiety attacks. i think im going crazy. maybe i should just drown.
i took a quiz to see how i would commit suicide and it said i would drown it would take 7 times and my suicide note would say "this broken heart will never mend, so now i will never breathe again" and maybe its true. but trust me. im only saying this because im in a fuckin pissy mood cuz hes DRUNK! yea i know "its not a big deal go cry about it!" but seriously you dont have him as a dad. he cant even fucking talk right.
i will never marry an alcoholic. i dont think ill ever marry at all. maybe ill just be alone. and ill never have a little baby boy named luke. or a baby boy named brock or torin or gavin. maybe god didnt want me to be with anyone. if i had the choice i would be married to my one true love in 2 minutes. and live happily ever after. but nothing's that easy.
halloween is sunday. im so glad we dont have those gay rules like kiel or wellington. i would hate to only trick or treat at certain times and stuff. but yea i cant say what im being in case angie reads this before halloween. but stacy and i are being something together. and we are going to be dead SEXXAY!lol
on another note..note haha it goes with what im about to say haha im great. anyway i realized that im in love. with something corporate. i seriously cannot get enough of them. i can play 3 songs on the piano now. "Hurricane" "I Kissed a Drunk Girl" and "Forget December". I loveeeeee i kissed a drunk girl its so fun to play. i really need to find some punk rock princess sheet music because i really really want to play that. i lovvvvvve that song. have you noticed my new sn is PnkRckPrncess72? yes well it is. but my favorite something corporate song of all time as got to be Konstantine...i absolutely adore it!
well this is pretty damn long now and im going to switch back into my pissy mood. CUZ IM NOT OH FUCKING KAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
p.s. ill have halloween pictures on tuesday...im pretty sure.
i took a quiz to see how i would commit suicide and it said i would drown it would take 7 times and my suicide note would say "this broken heart will never mend, so now i will never breathe again" and maybe its true. but trust me. im only saying this because im in a fuckin pissy mood cuz hes DRUNK! yea i know "its not a big deal go cry about it!" but seriously you dont have him as a dad. he cant even fucking talk right.
i will never marry an alcoholic. i dont think ill ever marry at all. maybe ill just be alone. and ill never have a little baby boy named luke. or a baby boy named brock or torin or gavin. maybe god didnt want me to be with anyone. if i had the choice i would be married to my one true love in 2 minutes. and live happily ever after. but nothing's that easy.
halloween is sunday. im so glad we dont have those gay rules like kiel or wellington. i would hate to only trick or treat at certain times and stuff. but yea i cant say what im being in case angie reads this before halloween. but stacy and i are being something together. and we are going to be dead SEXXAY!lol
on another note..note haha it goes with what im about to say haha im great. anyway i realized that im in love. with something corporate. i seriously cannot get enough of them. i can play 3 songs on the piano now. "Hurricane" "I Kissed a Drunk Girl" and "Forget December". I loveeeeee i kissed a drunk girl its so fun to play. i really need to find some punk rock princess sheet music because i really really want to play that. i lovvvvvve that song. have you noticed my new sn is PnkRckPrncess72? yes well it is. but my favorite something corporate song of all time as got to be Konstantine...i absolutely adore it!
well this is pretty damn long now and im going to switch back into my pissy mood. CUZ IM NOT OH FUCKING KAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
p.s. ill have halloween pictures on tuesday...im pretty sure.