not so good right now
this sux sooooooo bad! so last night i went to church where chris goes (no thats not why i go). hes so hottt! he looks like this one guy from something corporate! ill do a comparison sometime. anyways so after the whole 2 hours, stacy and i were outside bored because we were waiting to leave and every left. so we see chris over in the grass and stacy is like "Lets go talk to chris!" so hes on the phone with jackie zappa's bf and he gets off and i wasnt listening to what they were talking about and all of a sudden chris is like "She likes Blake?!" and i automatically come back into reality because i like him sooooooo much (blake). then i start listening again and stacy is like "Yeah!" and he starts talking to me "Dude! he likes you so much! omg yea he likes you!" so stacy is like "well why doesnt he ask her out?!" (yes we yell thats all we do we love being loud) and then chris is like "Because hes stupid and hes like 'no i dont want to! she'll say no!'" and im like "id say hell yes!"
so i started to like believe it because hello he did say he liked me in the summer. so i was happy you know? i mean dont you get happy when you find out the person you like likes you too? well thats what i thought. and chris is talking about how he was just at blakes the day before.
now it all comes crashing down...right after mod 1 i was about to go to math scott comes up to me and hes like "hi!" and im like "hi." and then he goes "blake doesnt like you." and im standing there like of course..its always too good to be true. but i didnt want to cry or act like i really thought he did in the first place so im like "i know!...but i got to go to math bye!" gosh i wanted to cry so bad. i like him so much. so i automatically wrote a note to angie explaining it. cuz you know scott must of asked blake if he liked me.
so angie said she'll ask him. so she comes up to me later and is like "yea i was across the hall and i yelled 'blake do you like shelby?!' and then he smiled and said 'no!'"
yea it is just everyones top priority to hurt me? he must be getting at what he wants...i guess its all a joke.
so stacy was like "well who would want to tell scott anything?" and so i say "well what about angie" and shes like "well maybe he didnt want to yell it out for everyone to know"
i mean she has a point, but its starting to get unconvincing.so stacy said she would talk to him alone sometime and not just ask if he likes me but about what chris said. im kinda thinking she shouldnt ask at all. maybe i dont want to know the truth...it could be hurtful you know. i had my hopes so far up and they just came crashing down..im crushed. so for now ill just sit here and mope. and cry. and complain. because i like him so much and i wasted my whole summer being single for him. love me please!
so i started to like believe it because hello he did say he liked me in the summer. so i was happy you know? i mean dont you get happy when you find out the person you like likes you too? well thats what i thought. and chris is talking about how he was just at blakes the day before.
now it all comes crashing down...right after mod 1 i was about to go to math scott comes up to me and hes like "hi!" and im like "hi." and then he goes "blake doesnt like you." and im standing there like of course..its always too good to be true. but i didnt want to cry or act like i really thought he did in the first place so im like "i know!...but i got to go to math bye!" gosh i wanted to cry so bad. i like him so much. so i automatically wrote a note to angie explaining it. cuz you know scott must of asked blake if he liked me.
so angie said she'll ask him. so she comes up to me later and is like "yea i was across the hall and i yelled 'blake do you like shelby?!' and then he smiled and said 'no!'"
yea it is just everyones top priority to hurt me? he must be getting at what he wants...i guess its all a joke.
so stacy was like "well who would want to tell scott anything?" and so i say "well what about angie" and shes like "well maybe he didnt want to yell it out for everyone to know"
i mean she has a point, but its starting to get unconvincing.so stacy said she would talk to him alone sometime and not just ask if he likes me but about what chris said. im kinda thinking she shouldnt ask at all. maybe i dont want to know the truth...it could be hurtful you know. i had my hopes so far up and they just came crashing down..im crushed. so for now ill just sit here and mope. and cry. and complain. because i like him so much and i wasted my whole summer being single for him. love me please!