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So whats up? (random)
Christmas was pretty good. Kevin got me some really nice stuff. He got me a really pretty necklace with a pink heart, the scarf and gloves i wanted, some stuff from bath and body works, and his parents and brother/laura got me pajamas and slippers. Tara got me lip glosses, lotion, and spray from american eagle. My mom, dad, and grandma got me an awesome scanner/printer for my lap top, my camera phone (that i love to death), mario kart, gc controller, scrabble =D, bunch of picture frames and albums for college, and some other small stuff.
Im sorta starting to hate spending time with my family. Not like my parents, but like distant family. Because thats exactly what they are... distant. They have been close with me my whole entire life except recently when they just started acting like they dont even know who i am. Lately i have been spending a lot of time with them because of christmas and my great grandma died last week, so ive been going to wakes and funerals my whole break. So the whole time im with them, i just sit there while everyone ignores me. Looking back on it, my break has been so much fun. Right.
I keep getting really mad and upset lately for no reason. I sometimes feel like i have no one to talk to, and even if i did i wouldnt even be able to explain myself. Fuck this. No one probably even reads this anyways.
Christmas was pretty good. Kevin got me some really nice stuff. He got me a really pretty necklace with a pink heart, the scarf and gloves i wanted, some stuff from bath and body works, and his parents and brother/laura got me pajamas and slippers. Tara got me lip glosses, lotion, and spray from american eagle. My mom, dad, and grandma got me an awesome scanner/printer for my lap top, my camera phone (that i love to death), mario kart, gc controller, scrabble =D, bunch of picture frames and albums for college, and some other small stuff.
Im sorta starting to hate spending time with my family. Not like my parents, but like distant family. Because thats exactly what they are... distant. They have been close with me my whole entire life except recently when they just started acting like they dont even know who i am. Lately i have been spending a lot of time with them because of christmas and my great grandma died last week, so ive been going to wakes and funerals my whole break. So the whole time im with them, i just sit there while everyone ignores me. Looking back on it, my break has been so much fun. Right.
I keep getting really mad and upset lately for no reason. I sometimes feel like i have no one to talk to, and even if i did i wouldnt even be able to explain myself. Fuck this. No one probably even reads this anyways.