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Im trying to change my template for my diaryland diary and the server is being stupid and making me wait a million years until it works. But oh well, i guess it will just take me a week to complete the full template.
Why does it seem like everything has to go wrong all at once?? Ive been trying to tough it out the best that i can with Kevin not being here. I really dont have a lot of people that i can talk to and most of them are away on vacation anyways. So i spend my days sitting at home alone trying to figure out anything i could possibly do. My mom keeps yelling at me and telling me i need to get a job and saying its my fault because no ones hiring. I got sick of hearing about it so i told her i didnt want to talk to anyone right now and she feels bad so she keeps trying to make conversation. Her and my dad keep fighting too. And i feel bad because i dont know what to get my dad for fathers day. Cathi packed all her stuff and left. They come back for one last time on friday before they leave. But shes only staying for a little bit and then she is going out with her friends. How nice. Thanks a whole fucking lot. My house feels empty without her or anyone else being here. And thats just about how i feel right now too. Empty.
Why does it seem like everything has to go wrong all at once?? Ive been trying to tough it out the best that i can with Kevin not being here. I really dont have a lot of people that i can talk to and most of them are away on vacation anyways. So i spend my days sitting at home alone trying to figure out anything i could possibly do. My mom keeps yelling at me and telling me i need to get a job and saying its my fault because no ones hiring. I got sick of hearing about it so i told her i didnt want to talk to anyone right now and she feels bad so she keeps trying to make conversation. Her and my dad keep fighting too. And i feel bad because i dont know what to get my dad for fathers day. Cathi packed all her stuff and left. They come back for one last time on friday before they leave. But shes only staying for a little bit and then she is going out with her friends. How nice. Thanks a whole fucking lot. My house feels empty without her or anyone else being here. And thats just about how i feel right now too. Empty.