reflection maybe
i came home today from osu, and was informed that after two pleas to ali to just leave me alone she again leaves a post on my lj. for what reason i don't know to what end i sure don't know. but i do know a few things. one is that as i looked at her childish, amusing, and seriously borderline psychotic statements i realized that although there is one bitch out there trying to make my life miserable STILL, there are dozens of friends who hate her simply for hurting me, they come to my side, to help me, comfort me and try to end this stupid game that i get sucked into everytime by this maniacal person. i am not sure what to do anymore, because my repeated attempts to eliminate this excrement from my life have failed, so i'll try one more time. ali please go, please leave me alone. not because i love you. i don't. because you make me sick, you make me hurt. i don't want you in my life, at all, not on holidays, birthdays or any other days. never again. this is a very very simplistic request. i don't care about you or matt or promise rings. i hope you get married, maybe then you will actually just stop. i'm not travis, i am not stuck on you, i haven't been for a long time. so please just go live your life and exclude me from it in every way. and that includes responding to this. just go. thankyou.