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ya know...it's pretty damn pathetic when you sit at home and think of ways to kill your self for 4 hours. yes, thats what i did today. because of my LOVLEY fxcking dad. oh how i just fxcking love him. YEAH. RIGHT.
grrr, gxddxmnit. i hate living in this hell hole. i hate my damn step mom, i hate everyone in this god forsaken house. I FXCKING HATE EVERYONE! *breathes*
WOOOW. that felt good to get out. =)
oh, and another thing. me and my "significate other" might be breaking up. i don't know the whole 411 yet, but i can tell its coming.
and if we do split. i will go madly insane, and that just might be my breaking point...and i just might do deadly things to myself. tehehe. fun.
hmm, ok, so i hate not having anyone to talk to. i IMed ms o. about 2 hours ago and she said "im not here". so ya know, shes just like everyone else...they don't care if i hold in all my thoughts and then one day explode and kill myself...then they'll wonder "omg! why did she kill herself?!" idiots.
hmmp. was there anything else i wanted to vent?? *thinks* nope, i dont think so..
OHHH!!! did i ever tell you guys about thursday night?? oh well if i did.
ahem. so thursday night was open house. my mom "couldnt make it". and my dad and step mom just didnt care, so they didnt go. ((lovley hmm??)) anyway, so ms owens and mrs jay go. i guess they got there before me, because i spent like 10 minutes looking for them when i ran into them in the hall way...anywho-they get food. eat. then leave. nice, eh? OH! then, while they were eating mrs jay was like "why don't you eat?" (everyone knows about my anerexic problem right? well, ya do now!) and i was like "i dont like food" and she said something like if you dont eat you'll die, then she says "do you want to die?" i giggled my nervous giggle and looked at miss owens, who had that "whatever" look on her face, so i just shrugged and changed the topic. gnfdjgahdfagud. people suck monkey balls. hairy ones. aha.
well kiddos. im going to go. i don't think you guys want me to vent anymore. lol.
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grrr, gxddxmnit. i hate living in this hell hole. i hate my damn step mom, i hate everyone in this god forsaken house. I FXCKING HATE EVERYONE! *breathes*
WOOOW. that felt good to get out. =)
oh, and another thing. me and my "significate other" might be breaking up. i don't know the whole 411 yet, but i can tell its coming.
and if we do split. i will go madly insane, and that just might be my breaking point...and i just might do deadly things to myself. tehehe. fun.
hmm, ok, so i hate not having anyone to talk to. i IMed ms o. about 2 hours ago and she said "im not here". so ya know, shes just like everyone else...they don't care if i hold in all my thoughts and then one day explode and kill myself...then they'll wonder "omg! why did she kill herself?!" idiots.
hmmp. was there anything else i wanted to vent?? *thinks* nope, i dont think so..
OHHH!!! did i ever tell you guys about thursday night?? oh well if i did.
ahem. so thursday night was open house. my mom "couldnt make it". and my dad and step mom just didnt care, so they didnt go. ((lovley hmm??)) anyway, so ms owens and mrs jay go. i guess they got there before me, because i spent like 10 minutes looking for them when i ran into them in the hall way...anywho-they get food. eat. then leave. nice, eh? OH! then, while they were eating mrs jay was like "why don't you eat?" (everyone knows about my anerexic problem right? well, ya do now!) and i was like "i dont like food" and she said something like if you dont eat you'll die, then she says "do you want to die?" i giggled my nervous giggle and looked at miss owens, who had that "whatever" look on her face, so i just shrugged and changed the topic. gnfdjgahdfagud. people suck monkey balls. hairy ones. aha.
well kiddos. im going to go. i don't think you guys want me to vent anymore. lol.
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