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My stomach hurts...I should be excited about going to NY and up until yesterday I was. Last night it even crossed my mind not to go.
For anyone that doesn't know and might give a shit my friend Matt has been in the hospital since Sunday with a severe case of pneumonia and pleurisy. He seemed to have been doing better till yesterday when they had to sedate him and put a breathing tube in him. I was at the hospital yesterday from 9am-12:30pm and it felt honestly as if his nurse didn't give 2 shits that I was there to support Matt. I understand that his condition was worsening yesterday, but she could have shown an ounce of concern when I'd attempt to check on him. She wouldn't even give me any information as to what was going on...she'd pretty much just tell me that "he's not doing good". I had to find out through a mutual friend what that exactly ment.
I'm an emotional wreck, one second I'm totally ok and the next I'm bawling. I wanted to see him before I left but that didn't happen. Please if you're into this sorta thing pray for him...Any kind of support helps a lot right now. Luckily I'll be able to keep in touch and get updates while I'm out of town, and the FIRST thing I do when I get back if he's still hospitalized is go see him...fuck what his nurses think of me.
I'm gonna go drink my OJ and board the plane soon...this kid's gonna give me ulcers I'm worried about him so much.
:(
Shell-O
For anyone that doesn't know and might give a shit my friend Matt has been in the hospital since Sunday with a severe case of pneumonia and pleurisy. He seemed to have been doing better till yesterday when they had to sedate him and put a breathing tube in him. I was at the hospital yesterday from 9am-12:30pm and it felt honestly as if his nurse didn't give 2 shits that I was there to support Matt. I understand that his condition was worsening yesterday, but she could have shown an ounce of concern when I'd attempt to check on him. She wouldn't even give me any information as to what was going on...she'd pretty much just tell me that "he's not doing good". I had to find out through a mutual friend what that exactly ment.
I'm an emotional wreck, one second I'm totally ok and the next I'm bawling. I wanted to see him before I left but that didn't happen. Please if you're into this sorta thing pray for him...Any kind of support helps a lot right now. Luckily I'll be able to keep in touch and get updates while I'm out of town, and the FIRST thing I do when I get back if he's still hospitalized is go see him...fuck what his nurses think of me.
I'm gonna go drink my OJ and board the plane soon...this kid's gonna give me ulcers I'm worried about him so much.
:(
Shell-O