the past is over
I think im going to quit my job. I mean, Im always busy anyways and my mom gives me money once a week for helping her out and I clean my grandmas apartment so it's not like I don't have money. They're starting to do a shit job on my hair anyways because I work there and 90% of the time they try to work me and a client in. Classic. Plus, when im at work.. Im a nervous wreck 24/7. They're going to have a "meeting" with me this Thursday because of what happened last weekend. kill me.
I visited Steve at the hospital twice this weekend. He's getting alot better. Saturday I just wanted him to know I'd be there for him. Instead, things were weird because he was so tierd so I left early and wrote him a note on the white board in his room. The next day... we planned to make ginger bread houses together so I came over with everything and we did them right there which was fun. I think he thinks I like him? Im just a good friend. You know during the hoildays how you cut out a snowflake and it makes a ton of those? I did that but i only know how to do hearts so I did hearts. After overanalyzing it.. I decided that would just make him think I really liked him. So, I decided not to give it to him. Oh well.
Went shopping all weekend with my mom. I love the weather. It's beautiful out. Yesterday, I was having a terrible day and Joel and I went to the bookstore. Love that kid. He's so fun. We sat in the cook book section of Barnes and Noble for who knows how long and I just kept thinking.. omg im going to be huge. The feeling kinda left after I went to Yoga. Im telling you.. I need that so much. Every day. That's another good thing about quiting my job. I could do yoga and wouldnt be so high strung all the time.
The only things im looking forward to this week are watching a movie with Joel and Zane, adventure with Stephen on Thursday, and Alkaline and Reggie on Friday with Ry-an. hahahaha... We're starting a crew. It's going to be called ... Team get awesome. Love it! I called him late last night to tell him and he was like 'uhhhhh ok.... brooke?'
I have to go to get ready for work. <3
I visited Steve at the hospital twice this weekend. He's getting alot better. Saturday I just wanted him to know I'd be there for him. Instead, things were weird because he was so tierd so I left early and wrote him a note on the white board in his room. The next day... we planned to make ginger bread houses together so I came over with everything and we did them right there which was fun. I think he thinks I like him? Im just a good friend. You know during the hoildays how you cut out a snowflake and it makes a ton of those? I did that but i only know how to do hearts so I did hearts. After overanalyzing it.. I decided that would just make him think I really liked him. So, I decided not to give it to him. Oh well.
Went shopping all weekend with my mom. I love the weather. It's beautiful out. Yesterday, I was having a terrible day and Joel and I went to the bookstore. Love that kid. He's so fun. We sat in the cook book section of Barnes and Noble for who knows how long and I just kept thinking.. omg im going to be huge. The feeling kinda left after I went to Yoga. Im telling you.. I need that so much. Every day. That's another good thing about quiting my job. I could do yoga and wouldnt be so high strung all the time.
The only things im looking forward to this week are watching a movie with Joel and Zane, adventure with Stephen on Thursday, and Alkaline and Reggie on Friday with Ry-an. hahahaha... We're starting a crew. It's going to be called ... Team get awesome. Love it! I called him late last night to tell him and he was like 'uhhhhh ok.... brooke?'
I have to go to get ready for work. <3