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sometimes i read my old posts to see what has changed. i feel like i'm not going anywhere and its hopeless. so i'm considering signing my life away. i've been considering it for a while now. i need to make a decision soon, so now its the only thing i think of. trying to find all the pros and cons. weighing it over and over. i'm fragile and delicate. i don't know iof i can take it. but it would be funny if i did. in a strange way.