Done some thinking ...
I thought I had this entry all figured out but now that it has come down to actually writing it down, I don't know where to start.
I guess I should start by saying things are getting better. I've realized I have hurt some people and I apologize. I'd really love to explain myself but at the same time, I don't want it to turn into some big topic of discussion behind my back. What's going on right now is really private. Even if all this other crap still hadn't of happened, I'm still not sure if I would have told anyone about what the real problem but I'm not sure.
I think people have really misunderstood where all my anger and pain has come from. Without giving away any names, I'll try to explain this as best I can. Outside of the "big thing" that happened, there had been a lot of things coming out to me. The big one being secrets held from me from my friends. This just wasn't once incident. This was three incidents. At first they didn't bother me at all. It wasn't until the "big thing" happened and it all came crashing down. Then once that happened, it got me really thinking about my friends and so on.
That's all I'm willing to share publicly to everyone for right now. I'm going to be making some phone calls in the next few days to people to give them a better understanding of how I felt about certain things but there is one of you who will not be getting a call. We have all ready talked through e-mail and I think we have a really good understanding as to where we both stand. I have no regrets and I hope you understand.
I'm going to block replies for this entry. If you have something you need to tell me, give me a call. (281)350-5221
I guess I should start by saying things are getting better. I've realized I have hurt some people and I apologize. I'd really love to explain myself but at the same time, I don't want it to turn into some big topic of discussion behind my back. What's going on right now is really private. Even if all this other crap still hadn't of happened, I'm still not sure if I would have told anyone about what the real problem but I'm not sure.
I think people have really misunderstood where all my anger and pain has come from. Without giving away any names, I'll try to explain this as best I can. Outside of the "big thing" that happened, there had been a lot of things coming out to me. The big one being secrets held from me from my friends. This just wasn't once incident. This was three incidents. At first they didn't bother me at all. It wasn't until the "big thing" happened and it all came crashing down. Then once that happened, it got me really thinking about my friends and so on.
That's all I'm willing to share publicly to everyone for right now. I'm going to be making some phone calls in the next few days to people to give them a better understanding of how I felt about certain things but there is one of you who will not be getting a call. We have all ready talked through e-mail and I think we have a really good understanding as to where we both stand. I have no regrets and I hope you understand.
I'm going to block replies for this entry. If you have something you need to tell me, give me a call. (281)350-5221