...If there is a silver lining...in this case it is that I can now get out of mt. pleasant and out of MI. There is no longe anything for me here.

I watched the sunset for the first time in a long time tonight. I stopped looking for it for sometime, I avoided it,  it was too  hard.  I forgot how beautiful it was, so pure and simple. It made me happy, I missed the sunset.

I got my tattoo or added to it, not to replace or erase what was already there, I do not regret it, but to make it truthful ( Read more... )

 I can't wait until after 3:15 tomorrow...no more school for a week, fun times planned, little amount of work...I am so ready ( Read more... )

"It's t ime to be a big girl now, and big girls don't cry"- thank you Fergie ( Read more... )

 
Deadstart Assembly / The Dreaming lyrics "Send Me an Angel"

Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now

Do you believe in heaven in above
Do you believe in love
Don't tell a lie
Don't be false or untrue
It all comes back to you
Open fire on my burning heart
I've never been lucky in love
My defenses ( Read more... )

I feel very loved!

XOXO Thanks XOXO

 And I guess I never knew what I thought I knew, because what I thought I knew was you. Or maybe I  knew all along but didn't want to believe, because what I believed was better than the truth, and once upon a time I could see it, there within you the truth and the reality that turned out to be nothing but deceit ( Read more... )

I was all excited to get out of town and go to Detroit for my conference this weekend and to see Denise...nope that didn't work out.

I was driving down I-75 and the roads were fine, until I got to Frankenmuth...then there was some slush and there were accidents everywhere. I slowed down, but the cars around me were still going normal speeds. There ( Read more... )

This year just hasn't been good for me...I really wish that I could up and move away...just pick somewhere and never look back ( Read more... )

 
Undefined

This world of shaded ambiguity

Nothing simple

In charcoal realities.

Blurred lines from love to lust

Shadows of hatred and pain,

Endless hues of emotion

Mixed into clouded complexities of life.

The mind thinks in extremes-

Blackest of black

Whitest of white.

The heart beats in a compilation,

Ash and slate course through pulsing veins.

Absolute ( Read more... )