Sep 12, 2002 14:13
I had a migraine all yesterday at school & last nite at work and i figured when i went to sleep last nite it would go away by this morning but i was wrong!
I woke up this morning and my head was poundin harder then ever so i just said fuck it im not even gonna try to go to school.
I doubt i go to work tonight either.
Seth went to sleep last nite before i got home from work so that sucked.
Corey and me are getting along so well now at work. Last nite he helped me finish all my closin stuff cuz he knew my head hurt and before we left we just went outside on the curb and sat there and talked for almost an hour. Im so glad we are friends now and that we are over all the "weird" stuff. Most people think hes just a hardass but hes really a big sweetheart & im glad i finally see that.
Hopefully within the next few days i can get all my shit payed off so i can see seth and get my crazy mother off my back.
Clayton emailed me today and after readin it i have mixed emotions...
im not so sure how to take it.
He says he has a girlfriend but i still think he likes me. =\
I dunno what to do..or think about it
Help me out please
here it is...
"your beauty is beyond compare with flaming locks orange hair with ivory skin and eyes of emerald green...ur smile is like the breath of spring and your voice is soft like summer rain and i cannot compete with you jolene...he talks about u in his sleep and theres nothing i can do to keep from cryin when he calls ur name jolene... jolene jolene jolene jolene im beggin of u please dont take my man...please dont take him even though u can. well i can easily understand how u can easily take my man but u dont no what it means to me jolene...well u can have your choice of man but i can never love again hes the only one for me jolene" -Jolene by The White Stripes
the girl he describes in this song is just like u Gina...i need to tell u how beautiful u r because i dont think u see it...and i need u to no i think ur beautiful no matter what. he talks about a girl who is more beautiful than n e thing...a goddess...a girl who can "have her choice of men" and is flawless as far as looks as well asd personality...and look at how he described her in the VERY begining..."flaming locks of orange hair with ivory skin and eyes of emerald green" u have always hated those things about urself...but i need u to see now that they r beautiful about u. to me and to the white stripes and many other men. he tries describing the perfect girl with flawless looks...a goddess...and of all the things he can say about this perfect girl he tries to creat an image of...he decided that the perfect girl should have red hair green eyes and ivory skin...not light...not fair..."Ivory"...so gina...believe me when i tell u...u r beautiful...please...i need u to no this right now...i just had to tell u. i wouldnt be able to sleep tonight if i didnt e mail u and tell u that this is what i have always thought of u. im not trying to get u bak...i have a g/f...i just need to tell u because i still love u no matter what...ur a great friend that i wish i could talk to more often...and ur like family to me. ill never let u go gina...ur a part of me...maybe not in the same way n e more...but ur a part of me forever none the less. i realise this is probably true for u as well.
|†|The Misfit|†|,
Clayton
*thinks...?* hmmm
I dunno but i do know im confused about that.
I FINALLY BURNED STONESOUR!!!!!!! *weeeeeeeeeeeee*
I <33333 it!
Well im gonna bounce...im kinda hungary, lol
blog later kids.
buh bye
x-gina_x