Sad
I feel really sad and kinda detatched from the world at the moment. I'm not sure why.
It could be because work is stressing me out, but its been doing that since last September. MInd you I am anticipating a lot of hostility at the approaching parents' evening.
It might be because my birthday is getting closer and I usually get a bit sad around then. Although Craig is taking me out for the day.
But today on the bus home I sat fighting back the tears. I sat thinking about Mum. I started to panic when I thought that maybe one day I will wake up and not remember her at all. Maybe I will forget how she hugged me, or used to shout out "Hello Love" as I walked through the back door when I visited home. Maybe I will forget how she would tell everyone my business - not because she was trying to wind me up, but because she was proud of me.
I don't think you can ever forget your Mum. I don't want to. I love her and miss her so much.
Ooh I feel better. I had a good cry at Craig... Poor bloke... deserves a medal for putting up with me.
It could be because work is stressing me out, but its been doing that since last September. MInd you I am anticipating a lot of hostility at the approaching parents' evening.
It might be because my birthday is getting closer and I usually get a bit sad around then. Although Craig is taking me out for the day.
But today on the bus home I sat fighting back the tears. I sat thinking about Mum. I started to panic when I thought that maybe one day I will wake up and not remember her at all. Maybe I will forget how she hugged me, or used to shout out "Hello Love" as I walked through the back door when I visited home. Maybe I will forget how she would tell everyone my business - not because she was trying to wind me up, but because she was proud of me.
I don't think you can ever forget your Mum. I don't want to. I love her and miss her so much.
Ooh I feel better. I had a good cry at Craig... Poor bloke... deserves a medal for putting up with me.