The REAL Becky comes out
People say they wouldn't change a thing
Even if they could
Oh but I would.
Ehh, i don't even know where to start, my life is a mess right now. I feel like i am loosing my friend's over thing's i REGET doing, my mom and I can't get along if i had to, i keep messing up in school, tim is always getting into something, his parents have about had it, they sent him to this gay ass place for a week, i have a f in english, i don't know what to do about me i dont care about anything anymore, i try to change but i just can't all i want to do is be with tim, or my friend's and hangout, i dont care about my family, school or even a stupid rumor that is going around the school i would just laugh, and i know that i have people to talk to but i just dont want to waste my breath i know EXCATLY what they would say, i keep getting into trouble in shcool, i can't do anything with the school because of my "GPA", i got kicked off the officer team, my dad tells me how i am fucking up my own life, people keep talking shit, I keep on blowing off thing's i TRULY want juss because i'm scared of the TRUTH, I am so sick of having to look nice (or atleast try) , i just feel like shit anyways why try, people are always saying negitive thing's about me, i get nothing but dirty looks, i cry so much because i feel sorry for myself how sad can it get i just can't hide this anymore, i need Tim back home, i miss him atleast he cares about me, and ask's the simple "?"'s like how was your day or just a simple "i love you" the little thing's mean so much to me. i think i get to go and visit him tomorrow!! YAY! I will be so happy if i get to he makes me so happy, i just wish people would understand where i am coming from, is that too hard to ask? Okay, well i have like two sides of me The BECKY i want to be and the BECKY i am now, i am sorry that i keep on lieing to you (you know who you are) i just dont know how to handle what is going on, i'm sorry so sorry hopfully one day. well, i am going to go and feel sorry for myself, thats all i do anymore.
Oh I, I’d done a lot of things different
Oh I, I’d done a lot of things
I think we'd all do a lot of things different.