I feel like a corny school special about the burdens of adolescence.

[xrealityslapx]

I hate when the words coming out of my mouth sound like some inner-skirmish from a generalized pop song about love and pain. I want nothing to do w/ me sounding like this! I try to be unique and somewhat elite w/ the things that I say when I am trying my best to explain them. I try to get to the things that everyone else thinks about, but has never articulated upon. When I think about it, that’s the approach I take w/ a lot of things in my life. If a guy likes me, I try not to be the movie-stereotyped girl who is politely nice but has no real personality. If a guy breaks up w/ me, I try not to be the jealous ex-girlfriend type that falsely sports a smile. (Just examples, no connection to real life) So many people comply with their character’s demands, and sometimes, even if I do fit the molding, I find myself steering clear of them, even if I do fit the molding. So, fantastic...this is what we call pretending is it...sooo, faantaasticc! *sports a smile*

I hate being the very heart and soul of the female gender, the perfect example.

My sympathies go out to all males who have to put up w/ us.

<3