all the depression came back.
yup..well i came home from Kristines house today... and I asked my gramma if anyone called for me while I was gone..and she said yea...and i said who?? and she said Rudy called about 5 times or more and then she said...Alex called.. I ran out there and was like ALEX PEREZ??? and she said I dont know..they just said Alex..so I got online and told kelsey..And she said yea...something about how he wanted to be my friend again. So then I knew it was Alex Perez. Sooo then I called his dads house...and noone answered...Then Kelsey called it and he answered. Sooo I dont know if it was like just last night that he wanted to become my friend again or what. So then Kelsey got offline saying she was gunna have him call me. And soo I was just listening to Senses Fail and cleaning my room a lil bit and getting some of my school shit ready. And then I called Kelsey, and she didnt answer either. Soo I'm like what the fuck! But yea whatever, I dont know. But my birthday is in 2 days, I dont really think I'm gunna do anything for it.. I just wanna sleep through the whole day... :/ But I will probley have some people over maybe. I'm listening to Underoath now and waiting for either Alex or Kelsey to call. And I think Kristine's coming back over here for the night. School starts in cock suckin 5 days. But yea I'm gunna go.
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