Just had to get out
Every single day he just proves to me more and more how much he means to me. That I could never go back to a normal life without him. He is life. He makes every day worth while. No matter how I feel, he makes it better. You say stuff like that with some relationships but really you're in love with love.
Your searching for that one. The one who you literally can't be without. And you grow up thinking it doesn't happen like the movies. That there is no such thing as that true of love. And you laugh at the ones around you who buy into it because you secretly wish and hope it will happen to you but know that it just won't.
And then you are thrown off course. Your life flips upside down and all around. Everything you think can go wrong does. But then you are rewarded. That person you always have been dreaming of. He's real. And it happens when you never thought would even be possible. That you know nothing would come from it.
And every day you wake up with a smile knowing he's beside you. That he's real. And yet you're terrified it's all a dream. But then he touches you. Just a simple nudge or kiss. Or a smile you know that is meant for just you. And that's how you know. This can never be fabricated. This feeling you feel , it's right. It's meant to be. That the movies build this sort of thing off of reality. And you got lucky enough to find him.
Every day your love for him grows. And you realize before now you weren't really living. You were coasting on barely getting by. Struggling with casual relationships in hopes of it being him.
I would never replace what happened. Never change a single day. Because it all brought me to him. Allowed me to share even this brief moment with him. Who knows what the future brings. But I know with him , my future is bright. Because my love consumes me. And I wouldn't have it any other way.
I only wish others could feel this feeling. Could find their soulmate. Their missing piece. To be so happy you feel like the world is nothing in comparison.
To love completely. And hold back nothing. To just be. Because you never know when it'll happen. But when it does, embrace it. Never take it for granted. And don't be ashamed to say those three simple yet so complex words.
I love you
Those words that feel like they will explode from your very being at any moment you are with them. That suffocate you and yet being you to life.
Love. I would never expect it to feel like this.
I love you Christopher Lee Hensley <3
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