BLAH

[xrazorfetishx]

so life is a DRAG,my ex boyfriend/ fiance && i broke up..it stinks, but we remain some what very good friends. but he says things that hurt me. i moved out of erins house because of him..&& we were living at my parents house, i get braces in a week cause i have jacked up teeth, i don't think i ever will find a guy that suits me, i finished my first year of college, i didn't do as good as i wanted too..im glad i had my friends to bring me through the rough times though. i know i was very depressed alot last week, so depressed i caused myself to have an anxiety attack. crazy, I haven't talkd to butthole josh in a a couple days, but he said we would hang out...we haven't hung out since april when he came down && some shit went down..we thought we were going to get back together but that didn't turn out to well. all in all i'd say my life is okay, i'm just really not liking the part of my life where i'm alone & see all of my friends happy with there boyfriends, i'm always the odd one out once again.

my mom is stil not that well, && she is causing herself to get sicker cause she believes everyone is against her. it makes me sad to see her that way. :(

i can't rant and rave about how bad my life is cause it really isn't, i just wish it would turn out better.. i know it could, i'm happy, i have my friends && everything but some of this shit blows.

oh oh, i got new tattoo's && piercings :)

anchor on my back..stars on my chest.

tribal star design i made on my wrist.

my monroe pierced

industrial

&& tragus

which all of my tattoos i helped draw =))))