5 months tomorrow
i know that no one can affect someone's happiness except the person themself, but when i look into his eyes i see this intense sadness & i wish more then anything that i could heal him. i feel so helpless because i can't show him how he is to me, & to everyone else; this beautiful, talented, amazing person with so much potential. instead he's stuck in the dark, it seems to deal with all the sadness inside of him he's trivializing himself, making himself feel worthless so his feelings don't matter. i care about him so much & i just wish there was something i could do.