i fail at life.
yes, i'm a failure, it's time to admit that. i can't do anything right, i can't have one part of my life on track let alone balance it all. i've never put it in a full year's work at school and done my best, i always have a meltdown and fuck everything up. i'm a horrid, lazy daughter. i'm terrible with money. i procrastinate about everything. and now my mom's made me realize that i don't spend enough time with moonshine. i mean, yes, i knew this but i keep saying i'm going to change that...but i don't. i love him more than anything, he's my baby & we've been together for so long, it's almost our 5-year. why can't i get it together and do something right for a change? but school is so much harder this year and a lot more work, plus working and having friends, i can't do it all. but i don't think i can say good-bye.