what a week!
wow . . . the week of hell . . . ended with my mom realizing she needs to let me grow up and make my own decisions, i really liked the result of this week ALOT, it made me feel good bc i wasnt the only one that was wrong in the whole mess.
so need to work on a few things, atleast im mature enough to know when im wrong now, that feels good to
so got home from ny sunday, it was sad, i missed my dad as soon as i got on the plane. then got to az an hour late to a suprise! allison! that was fun! then got home at like 9 yea then ww3 broke out. ended up me staying at stacy's house till wednesday, yea im stupid and was kicked out. then got home yesterday and the 2nd half of ww3 broke out. it was ended today, at the counslors, he did rag on me a bit but in the end we realized my mom needs to let me make my own decisions. on the other hand i got really pissed at dr. hudson, my counselor, bc he accused me of a couple of things, he said he didnt but i know he did. first he was all like: well when a teenager reacrs like this its usually 1 of 3 reasons, sex, boyfriends, or drugs. i was like " ive never had sex, i dont have a boyfriend, and ive never done drugs so that theory is wrong" he was like well yea and blah blah blah. and i was wearing my choker that i had gotten from sarah LAST Christmas, 1st you should know that sarah for one goes to my church, and2 is def not the one who does drugs, so anyways he was all " i want to point out that the choker you are wearing is a symbol of someone who does drugs, and yada yada yada" i was like whatver but yea, my counsleor can me cool but yea not, and thinks i shuold start takin my meds again bc some people he had conversations with (at my church) who he said the names will remain confidential BS! they said ive been touchy lately! omg whatever anways k im gonna go shower so i can do sumthin tongiht! im so sore from last night and walking so much today, funny thing is . . . i like didnt even work out! im so effin lazy. next post will hopefully be new years resolutions! yup k im gone! lata foo's
i love ya so effin much!
i need the bayside cd! julie you owe me it!
BAYSIDE LYRICS
"Days of My Life"
Took some time to think my whole life through
Cause nine to five's not cutting it and I've got more important things to do
Then sit around like apples slowly rotting to their cores
AND I WON'T TAKE IT CAUSE I KNOW THAT I'M HERE FOR SO MUCH MORE.
Remind me of all I am and all I have to give
Deny me the right to lead a life that's meaningless
My words are true
I'll see the world and have more fun than you
My stories told
Will be ones of adventure with involved
Stories untold
The streets outside of New York are paved in gold
The days of my life aren't so stupid anymore
So I guess I'll see you on the road