Apr 30, 2002 09:34
Woo! Gasoline 4. That's what Rob and his friends decided to call it, because that's what it tastes like. French class I got more chocolate and we told more stories and I gave Elyzah a piece in the hallway. She didn't want to eat it because she might balloon. Orchestra I could barely play cause I'm horrible and that kind of stuff. Laurel told me why the shirt I'm wearing was hanging up in her closet and I feel mad but I can't be mad because I love Elyzah and the past is the past and I want to forget about the past, even though I read that part of her journal all the time. I get this kind of rush every time that I read her journal because I know what to expect but there is always something new that I didn't notice before. My stomach hurts and I'm hungry and I need food and people were laughing at me because they said I was talking funny and somebody kept telling me I was asleep when I really wasn't. 400 Proof is a lot of proofs. It was minty and yum. I need to see Elyzah and I want to make her feel better because she was worried about me this morning and I don't want her to worry because I'm fine I'm just a little drunk but I'm not going to hurt her because I'm not a violent drunk I'm a happy drunk and I don't want to hurt her and make her feel bad and have her hurt herself again because that would hurt me. I'm sorry. I won't do it again.