no rest for the rested
Well, even though I was in quite a bad mood when I got home from Elyzah's house, I'm feeling much better right now. I sat around for most of the afternoon, realized I had to write an English report and did that in about half an hour. My dad found a video game for my brother and bought it, so he let me get two CDs. I got myself Lostprophets - The Fake Sound of Progress and Ozzy - Down To Earth. But I'm still listening to TOOL right now. Oh well. Elyzah explained herself and I feel bad that I made her cry. I was so angry when I was sitting on her porch that I nearly cried. Whenever I'm angry I either destroy stuff or cry. So you don't have to worry, Elyzah. When I'm really mad at something I'll channel my anger into crying on your shoulder, because I realize when I'm angry that it's the world's fault, and I'm angry at the world and can't be angry at Elyzah. Damn, I'm making no sense. Anyway, I'm going to be going to Elyzah's house tomorrow afternoon, since she's taking a sick day off from school. The thing that got me to calm down and not release my anger was me remembering when Elyzah put her head on my shoulder when I was looking at my hair. We looked like the perfect freak couple, it was awesome. I'm a sweet person! Mommy to be? Pass me the remote to the stereo my dad let me put in my room!