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I've been feeling so fried recently. Every time I try to remember something or try to say something, my brain just doesn't want to work. My brain has been fried before, but it hasn't been this bad in a while. I remember back in 7th grade I would be so unfocused and talking about whatever I wanted, because I just couldn't learn a damn thing. I still got through with straight As though. That's the souderton school district for you, letting even the biggest idiots seem like the smartest people in the world. Hell, my brother, the biggest moron in the world, got on the honor roll for three marking periods in a row this year. Sometimes he can't even remember how to tie his own shoes. I worry about him, having to live up to the name I made in school. I used to be Mr. Perfect, getting straight As in everything and calling school fun. *barfs* I'm sorry, but school is not fun anymore. It is a malicious tool to try to break the youth of the world of their evil ways so that they will live their lives for the next minute and die in the middle of trying to become happy. My grandmother died at the age of 60, my grandfather at 71. My other grandfather is 76 and in really bad health. Take away the fact I don't smoke and I eat right, I'll probably live until I'm 80. I'm already done 1/5th of my life, and look what I've done. I think I should start enjoying it some more and make the most of it. Then again, I'm dead, so who cares?