look at that s car go
Bleh, here I am at this lovely school again. For some reason, I don't feel as rushed and feel the need to do tons of work. Maybe it's because I finished my chem project, and even though I still have another project to do for history it's not due for a while. During french we basically played a "what animal am I?" game, and the whole time I had to go to the bathroom really bad. During orchestra the conductor wasn't there due to a field trip for a select few students. So I sat around listening to one of the seniors play a bunch of songs on his guitar. The clock in the room began to go haywire, so that held my interest for a view seconds. While I was laying in bed trying to get to sleep last night, there was a lot going through my head. I was basically having a mesh of music and things Elyzah has told me mixed together and coming out in a mangled heap of information. The one thing that got me was the comment she made in her journal and to me on IM. It involved being with her forever, and when I told her that I wanted to be with her forever as well, she told me that maybe I will. That totally put me off guard, because even though I've thought of Elyzah as someone that I could spend the rest of my life with, it never occurred to me that she could feel the same way. Although it never occurred to me before that anyone could have just as strong, if not stronger, feelings for me than I do for them. She showed me the pictures that we took. They turned out well for the most part, although the closeup of my strange eye color turned out blurry and made me look like I had a round nose. There has been another thought running through my head ever since my mom made the incredibly rude comment about Elyzah. The comment, as I was trying to sleep, got meshed with a video about monogamy by George Michaels, and gave me a perception of Elyzah that I never saw before. It's something that I'd rather not say in my journal, but it will always be imprinted in my mind.