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STOP STOP STOP!
why is it so hard for me to just get things right every once in awhile? i need to slow my life down a bit and start doing things that actually need to be done. finish school, hopefully get this job working for keesecker's mom, stop with the drugs, start being a better friend and so on and so on. ive got a million things i could list that i need to do for myself but ill just leave it at that for now.
if you make it through this week matt i promise you that i'm going to help you do things differently if you'll let me. neither of us can do it by ourselves but if we can help each other i know we'll be fine. now lets just hope you make it through the week. everyone that does that god thing... please pray for matt.
im glad i have some good support in my life right now. i dont know how well i'd be doing without her.