Oct 09, 2005 13:58
this town just seems to provide nothing but disappointment. there are a few people here and there that make things bearable but other than that... yeh. oh well, if everything works out as planned ill be out of here next year and ill be going to school in a town without so many painful memories. it will be worth the tough times of not knowing anybody and doing things on my own just to have a fresh start. i mean of course i will end up missing nashville but damn i want to get away. plus i do have to start looking out for my future soon right? haha... i cant rely on my parents forever. im thinking cooking will end up being a rewarding career for me (thats my plans for everyone who didnt know... culinary college).
i still wonder if she's doing alright. i mean im sure she is... she's always been better off than me anyways.
this weekend has been a mess. i suppose i had a good time? well i know i didnt have a good time last night... drank too much and passed out and then my friends drove my car to nashville without my permission. majorly not fucking cool. just a nice reminder of why i dont hang out that much though... everyone always pisses me off.
stress.stress.stress.
cigarette time.