Sep 02, 2005 02:26
My life is work. I wake up at 1 everyday and hang out with justin and my friends for a few hours, then I go to work at 5 almost everyday. I dont get off till 2 almost every night. By then everyone is asleep cause they go to skool.
Come to conclusion, that life is life. No matter what I do, I can't change people. They screw me over when I least expect it. I can't stop it from happening. When I get pissed off, the next daY i am not pissed off anymore. Though I still hold grudges and usaully people can't do that. They just go off and start being nice to the person they were pissed off. Guess, I am an asshole.
Anyways, I had this dream last night. And woke up and almost started crying.
Suzie, and phillip. I miss you guyz so much.. I wish that we could all talk again more then anything in the world. Suzie and me used to be bestest of friends. Same with phillip... me and him used to be like brothers. It breaks my heart that things turned out this way. But to think that ya'll think I made i this way. That break my heart even more. Damn I miss ya'll.