errant musings on facing this new year, part IV: a heartshot kid disaster
sleep eludes...again. no surprise there. too much on my mind, too many things running through my head, i just can't get myself to stop for a bit and recharge. i guess that's what happens to me when i become something i hoped i never would, doing things i said i'd never do.
the red head made a short re-entrance on all hallows and stayed the night for tea and sobering up. too bad she already found another boy. too bad that didn't keep her from sleeping in my bed.
what to do?
why do we stay with lovers who we know down deep just aren't right?
why would we rather put ourselves through hell than sleep alone at night?
i've already come to a conclusion that i don't want her back in my life. there is only so much i can deal with, and i've reached my limit. there are better things out there for me. at least i hope so.
the red head made a short re-entrance on all hallows and stayed the night for tea and sobering up. too bad she already found another boy. too bad that didn't keep her from sleeping in my bed.
what to do?
why do we stay with lovers who we know down deep just aren't right?
why would we rather put ourselves through hell than sleep alone at night?
i've already come to a conclusion that i don't want her back in my life. there is only so much i can deal with, and i've reached my limit. there are better things out there for me. at least i hope so.