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"I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
'Cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need"
- Joseph Arthur "In The Sun"
I've been finding myself in a wierd state lately. I've been living a very simple life this past week. I haven't been giving myself any luxuarys. I have absolutely no money. That's not true. I have 12 dollars to my name. That's going to get me through the next two days.
Two days worth of bus and subway rides: $6
A pack of cigarettes: $3.50
An hour and half full of music and time for reflection: Priceless
I'm actually really looking forward to taking the bus and subway into work. It'll give me time to write and listen to my new iPod.
I kind of like this simple lifestyle. It's teaching me how to remain humble.
In other news, my circle of friends is changing drastically. I've been hanging out with Carly a lot lately. I also have been chilling with some guys from school. I'm just really enjoying life. At this point in my life, I just want to have a good time. I know who I am, I like who I am... I think it's safe to say that I love myself. Now I just want to enjoy myself. It sucks though, because those who I used to be close with don't play a part in that aspect of my life, I guess. Like Roxanne. For a while, she and I were always together. Now, I just don't enjoy being around her. I feel like I can't be myself anymore. I need to try and impress her. Now, I know that that isn't the case, however, I feel what I feel... you know? We'll see how that works out later.
In other other news, I think I'm going to New York for New Years with my brother Matt. I would like to be out here for the sober dance, but I'd much rather be in my 2nd favorite place in the world that Huntington Beach. We shall see.
Alright, I'm really tired, so
Love On Ya,
Hennessy
'Cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need"
- Joseph Arthur "In The Sun"
I've been finding myself in a wierd state lately. I've been living a very simple life this past week. I haven't been giving myself any luxuarys. I have absolutely no money. That's not true. I have 12 dollars to my name. That's going to get me through the next two days.
Two days worth of bus and subway rides: $6
A pack of cigarettes: $3.50
An hour and half full of music and time for reflection: Priceless
I'm actually really looking forward to taking the bus and subway into work. It'll give me time to write and listen to my new iPod.
I kind of like this simple lifestyle. It's teaching me how to remain humble.
In other news, my circle of friends is changing drastically. I've been hanging out with Carly a lot lately. I also have been chilling with some guys from school. I'm just really enjoying life. At this point in my life, I just want to have a good time. I know who I am, I like who I am... I think it's safe to say that I love myself. Now I just want to enjoy myself. It sucks though, because those who I used to be close with don't play a part in that aspect of my life, I guess. Like Roxanne. For a while, she and I were always together. Now, I just don't enjoy being around her. I feel like I can't be myself anymore. I need to try and impress her. Now, I know that that isn't the case, however, I feel what I feel... you know? We'll see how that works out later.
In other other news, I think I'm going to New York for New Years with my brother Matt. I would like to be out here for the sober dance, but I'd much rather be in my 2nd favorite place in the world that Huntington Beach. We shall see.
Alright, I'm really tired, so
Love On Ya,
Hennessy