Will & Grace
Oh. My. God.
Will & Grace is over...
*sobs heart out*
"Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard
there's a place off Ocean Avenue
where I used to sit and talk with you
we were both sixteen and it felt so right
sleeping all day, staying up all night
staying up all night
there's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
we would walk on the beach in our bare feet
we were both 18 and it felt so right
sleeping all day, staying up all night
staying up all night
if I could find you now things would get better
we could leave this town and run forever
let your waves crash down on me and take me away
there's a piece of you that's here with me
it's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
when I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
that you're here tonight
if I could find you now things would get better
we could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
let your waves crash down on me and take me away
I remember the look in your eyes
when I told you that this was goodbye
you were begging me not tonight
not here, not now
we're looking up at the same night sky
and keep pretending the sun will not rise
be together for one more night
somewhere, somehow
if I could find you now things would get better
we could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
let your waves crash down on me and take me away
I like that song.
Relay for Life tomorrow.
For once I don't think I can trust my LJ. o.O Oh well, that's what a real journal's for, right? lol
Had a violin lesson today, I sucked. Highlight, though. There's this guy I was friends with back in seventh grade, well, okay, not really friends, but...er...o.O It's odd. Anyway, I went into Mrs. Kopmar's house and he, Nathanial, was there! O.O He just smiled at me and I smiled back and I'm all like, "Oh please, please talk to me." But he didn't even say hi.
Le sigh. Well, I guess I might have freaked him out, seeing as how I had absolutely NO FREAKIN CLUE where to freaking look. It was all like, "Look at Nathanial? Oh wait, no, that seems like I'm staring. Shit, look away. Oh, crap, you turned your head too fast, now it looks like you're avoiding his gaze! Look at him!"
O.o
I was listening to him talk to Mrs. Kopmar and for a moment, I swear to god I thought, "I'm dying here, this guy is so gay!" And it was cute. Only, I know I'm talking about the guy who mockingly pushed me up against a wall in a hotel room and purred in my ear. It was a joke, of course. *dies laughing* Ah, the memories...
I should change the 'crazy' emicon to 'nostalgic,' but I don't think I will, because the two words might actually have very similar meanings. My mind is not working straight.
Right. Must drink my tea. It's sleepy-time, no caffiene! So when I drink it, I'll pass out and so will hopefully get enough sleep that I can comfortably walk for...well, twelve hours, on and off, for Relay for Life.
Speaking of which. Martha called me the other day and...
Martha: What are you doing on Friday?
Me: *thinking she should know this already* Relay for Life. Why?
Martha: *rambles on about some stupid silly anime thing that I don't even get one word of because she's speaking really fast and half of it seems to be in Japanese*
Me: Ya heard me, right? Relay for Life, remember?
Martha: What time does that start?
Me: It's pretty much an all day thing. I mean, it starts probably like, right after school...
Martha: How long does it go to?
Me: ...*losing patience* Noon on Saturday. All-day thing...*thinking: TAKE THE HINT GIRL*
Martha: ...well... *obviously hoping I'll say I'll ditch or something*
Me: Look. Let me spell it out for you! I am NOT available on Friday. Sorry.
Martha: *sounding extremely disappointed, like I've just crushed all her hopes and dreams or something* Oh...that sucks. Well, maybe some other time.
Me: *has no fucking idea what that was about* *says bye and hangs up phone*
o.O She's my friend. I love her to death and all that, yadda yadda yadda. But you know, sometimes I just want to strangle her.
Maybe I'm just being harsh. At the time it seemed really annoying. Looking back at the conversation...I think I just lost my temper or something. But Martha KNOWS about Relay for Life. And I was really cheerful when she called, and really cheerful when she hung up, only while she was talking I was all like, "ZOMFG STFU BITCH I'M BUSY."
*is an aweful person*
Eep. I just took a sip of my tea. Suddenly am extraordinarily tired. *yawns*
Wish I'd have caught Tristan online. Didn't. Will...tomorrow Saturday.
Man. I'm super pissed off that I didn't get to Columbus...all because my grades hadn't come in yet...
I'm not even going to rant about. I've been restraining myself very well from going all CAPSLOCKS and crap. I will do that now, too.
*will miss Will & Grace eternally*
Will & Grace is over...
*sobs heart out*
"Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard
there's a place off Ocean Avenue
where I used to sit and talk with you
we were both sixteen and it felt so right
sleeping all day, staying up all night
staying up all night
there's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
we would walk on the beach in our bare feet
we were both 18 and it felt so right
sleeping all day, staying up all night
staying up all night
if I could find you now things would get better
we could leave this town and run forever
let your waves crash down on me and take me away
there's a piece of you that's here with me
it's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
when I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
that you're here tonight
if I could find you now things would get better
we could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
let your waves crash down on me and take me away
I remember the look in your eyes
when I told you that this was goodbye
you were begging me not tonight
not here, not now
we're looking up at the same night sky
and keep pretending the sun will not rise
be together for one more night
somewhere, somehow
if I could find you now things would get better
we could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
let your waves crash down on me and take me away
I like that song.
Relay for Life tomorrow.
For once I don't think I can trust my LJ. o.O Oh well, that's what a real journal's for, right? lol
Had a violin lesson today, I sucked. Highlight, though. There's this guy I was friends with back in seventh grade, well, okay, not really friends, but...er...o.O It's odd. Anyway, I went into Mrs. Kopmar's house and he, Nathanial, was there! O.O He just smiled at me and I smiled back and I'm all like, "Oh please, please talk to me." But he didn't even say hi.
Le sigh. Well, I guess I might have freaked him out, seeing as how I had absolutely NO FREAKIN CLUE where to freaking look. It was all like, "Look at Nathanial? Oh wait, no, that seems like I'm staring. Shit, look away. Oh, crap, you turned your head too fast, now it looks like you're avoiding his gaze! Look at him!"
O.o
I was listening to him talk to Mrs. Kopmar and for a moment, I swear to god I thought, "I'm dying here, this guy is so gay!" And it was cute. Only, I know I'm talking about the guy who mockingly pushed me up against a wall in a hotel room and purred in my ear. It was a joke, of course. *dies laughing* Ah, the memories...
I should change the 'crazy' emicon to 'nostalgic,' but I don't think I will, because the two words might actually have very similar meanings. My mind is not working straight.
Right. Must drink my tea. It's sleepy-time, no caffiene! So when I drink it, I'll pass out and so will hopefully get enough sleep that I can comfortably walk for...well, twelve hours, on and off, for Relay for Life.
Speaking of which. Martha called me the other day and...
Martha: What are you doing on Friday?
Me: *thinking she should know this already* Relay for Life. Why?
Martha: *rambles on about some stupid silly anime thing that I don't even get one word of because she's speaking really fast and half of it seems to be in Japanese*
Me: Ya heard me, right? Relay for Life, remember?
Martha: What time does that start?
Me: It's pretty much an all day thing. I mean, it starts probably like, right after school...
Martha: How long does it go to?
Me: ...*losing patience* Noon on Saturday. All-day thing...*thinking: TAKE THE HINT GIRL*
Martha: ...well... *obviously hoping I'll say I'll ditch or something*
Me: Look. Let me spell it out for you! I am NOT available on Friday. Sorry.
Martha: *sounding extremely disappointed, like I've just crushed all her hopes and dreams or something* Oh...that sucks. Well, maybe some other time.
Me: *has no fucking idea what that was about* *says bye and hangs up phone*
o.O She's my friend. I love her to death and all that, yadda yadda yadda. But you know, sometimes I just want to strangle her.
Maybe I'm just being harsh. At the time it seemed really annoying. Looking back at the conversation...I think I just lost my temper or something. But Martha KNOWS about Relay for Life. And I was really cheerful when she called, and really cheerful when she hung up, only while she was talking I was all like, "ZOMFG STFU BITCH I'M BUSY."
*is an aweful person*
Eep. I just took a sip of my tea. Suddenly am extraordinarily tired. *yawns*
Wish I'd have caught Tristan online. Didn't. Will...tomorrow Saturday.
Man. I'm super pissed off that I didn't get to Columbus...all because my grades hadn't come in yet...
I'm not even going to rant about. I've been restraining myself very well from going all CAPSLOCKS and crap. I will do that now, too.
*will miss Will & Grace eternally*