Fan Fiction
I've never posted my fanfiction before. But after nosing around on my old desktop I used as a young teenager, I found this piece of work that I find hard to believe I wrote it. haha~ So, I thought I'd share it. ^o^ The grammar's not perfect and I'm sure I changed tenses a couple times, but I didn't want to edit what I wrote so long ago. (besides obvious misspellings, etc. =3)
It's a short piece about Teruki and Bou of An Cafe taking place right after Bou's final live on April 30, 2007. I must have written this shortly after and I barely remember writing it. So much so that I had to look up the song lyrics I used because I didn't remember where they were from! They're from Bonds~Kizuna, Megurieta Kiseki, and something else I'm not sure about. o.o Anyway... Bou leaving the band was a monumental ordeal as a young teenager and it still pains a lot of people to this day. Wherever you are, Bou, I hope you're happy. <3
Title: Sing in the Rain
Status: One Shot
Genre: Angst, flufff
Pairing: Teruki x Bou
Rating: PG
I didn't know why I went. Hell, I didn't even know exactly where I was going.
All I knew is that he would be there.
It was past midnight when I was awoken by the slight buzz of my cell phone. No, I wasn't asleep. I was lost in memories; pain and happiness; love and loss. But, that slight buzz brought me back down into the world, back into reality. All I heard when I answered the phone was a small choking sob that asked but one word...
"Park?"
Before it clicked off.
My brain was at a loss but my heart instantly jumped into my throat. Because my heart knew that voice. And he knew who spent their nights wandering the park when they were depressed.
Me.
Night can be scary for some people. But, for me. It's peaceful. Especially at the park. Many a night I'd come out recently... thinking and wondering about our future. There's this one place, next to a great willow tree by a pond... That's where I go and that's where I'm heading now. I don't know why I'm so sure he'll be there. He must have thought I'd be here tonight.
I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me...
I don't know why my brain remains blank, but my legs carry me onward. I walk on in a trance because all I can see is his face. A face that you should never see cry. So beautiful and fair... it's like watching something that you just can't understand because it seems impossible for something... somebody to be so innocent and beautiful.
Even when things couldn't stand still, amidst the pain...
I saw the light, because we were bound together.
There he is. I can see his small frame leaning against the tree as I make my way down the slight bank. I don't know why, but something stops my movement as I gaze down at him. The moon casts eerie shadows through the trees, but he's the only thing I can see. The only thing I care about anymore. His head is bowed and by the slump of his shoulders, I can tell he's crying... And suddenly all the blank emotions in my body explode and tears start flooding down my cheeks and I can't bear to face him. I turn and start walking back up the bank, but hearing a small voice stops me dead in my tracks.
Painfully my trembling thoughts searched you out.
I won't forget a second time; a gentle voice scorches strongly...
"Teruki..."
Spinning around, I come face to face with him. He's still wearing the clothes from the live. His shirt's wrinkled though, and his face is bear of any make-up except a few flecks of eyeliner that had been holding on against his tears. We just stood there a few minutes staring at each other ...then...I couldn't stand it anymore and flung my arms around the smaller man. The aching sob he choked out went straight to my heart and I held him like I'd never held him before.
No matter how much we consider the future...
No one can see this truth.
Everything from that day came crashing down upon us.
Memories that I'm sure will never leave us.
Any of us.
~~~
He finally pulled away and looked up at me... all I could see was his once bright eyes clouded with pain. It just felt so horrible and I couldn't let him go. I could never let him go.
It's okay if you lied, and it's okay to cry...
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.
"Teruki..."
His lips quirked slightly... an attempted smile. But, his face dropped again and he rested his forehead on my chest, clinging to my shoulders. I couldn't say anything. No matter how hard I tried.
I wanted to spill my heart out to him... how I didn't want him to leave, how amazing he was, ...how much I loved him.
But, all I could manage was to wrap my arms around him again and cry.
At sad times, look, we're together.
Lets divide the pain and cry.
I don't know how long we stood there. I don't know how many minutes passed. All I know is when it started to rain and the leftover flecks of make-up on his once bright cheeks were washed away... we went and sat under the tree. Eventually he stopped crying and nestled into my side as I blinked away stray tears.
I just remember sitting there staring out over the pond, watching the raindrops hit its glassy surface.
"Teruki..."
I looked down into his face. It was suddenly clear and the determined look on his face surprised me. He looked at me seriously for a minute before he frowned and shook his head, throwing away some thought he had. A few moments later he smiled up and me and I sent a shaky one back.
"It'll be ok."
My memories, washed over by the lukewarm rain, were touched...
If I close my eyes, you are laughing;
but, my heart is so filled that my feelings overflowed.
"Aishiteru, Bou."
It's a short piece about Teruki and Bou of An Cafe taking place right after Bou's final live on April 30, 2007. I must have written this shortly after and I barely remember writing it. So much so that I had to look up the song lyrics I used because I didn't remember where they were from! They're from Bonds~Kizuna, Megurieta Kiseki, and something else I'm not sure about. o.o Anyway... Bou leaving the band was a monumental ordeal as a young teenager and it still pains a lot of people to this day. Wherever you are, Bou, I hope you're happy. <3
Title: Sing in the Rain
Status: One Shot
Genre: Angst, flufff
Pairing: Teruki x Bou
Rating: PG
I didn't know why I went. Hell, I didn't even know exactly where I was going.
All I knew is that he would be there.
It was past midnight when I was awoken by the slight buzz of my cell phone. No, I wasn't asleep. I was lost in memories; pain and happiness; love and loss. But, that slight buzz brought me back down into the world, back into reality. All I heard when I answered the phone was a small choking sob that asked but one word...
"Park?"
Before it clicked off.
My brain was at a loss but my heart instantly jumped into my throat. Because my heart knew that voice. And he knew who spent their nights wandering the park when they were depressed.
Me.
Night can be scary for some people. But, for me. It's peaceful. Especially at the park. Many a night I'd come out recently... thinking and wondering about our future. There's this one place, next to a great willow tree by a pond... That's where I go and that's where I'm heading now. I don't know why I'm so sure he'll be there. He must have thought I'd be here tonight.
I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me...
I don't know why my brain remains blank, but my legs carry me onward. I walk on in a trance because all I can see is his face. A face that you should never see cry. So beautiful and fair... it's like watching something that you just can't understand because it seems impossible for something... somebody to be so innocent and beautiful.
Even when things couldn't stand still, amidst the pain...
I saw the light, because we were bound together.
There he is. I can see his small frame leaning against the tree as I make my way down the slight bank. I don't know why, but something stops my movement as I gaze down at him. The moon casts eerie shadows through the trees, but he's the only thing I can see. The only thing I care about anymore. His head is bowed and by the slump of his shoulders, I can tell he's crying... And suddenly all the blank emotions in my body explode and tears start flooding down my cheeks and I can't bear to face him. I turn and start walking back up the bank, but hearing a small voice stops me dead in my tracks.
Painfully my trembling thoughts searched you out.
I won't forget a second time; a gentle voice scorches strongly...
"Teruki..."
Spinning around, I come face to face with him. He's still wearing the clothes from the live. His shirt's wrinkled though, and his face is bear of any make-up except a few flecks of eyeliner that had been holding on against his tears. We just stood there a few minutes staring at each other ...then...I couldn't stand it anymore and flung my arms around the smaller man. The aching sob he choked out went straight to my heart and I held him like I'd never held him before.
No matter how much we consider the future...
No one can see this truth.
Everything from that day came crashing down upon us.
Memories that I'm sure will never leave us.
Any of us.
~~~
He finally pulled away and looked up at me... all I could see was his once bright eyes clouded with pain. It just felt so horrible and I couldn't let him go. I could never let him go.
It's okay if you lied, and it's okay to cry...
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.
"Teruki..."
His lips quirked slightly... an attempted smile. But, his face dropped again and he rested his forehead on my chest, clinging to my shoulders. I couldn't say anything. No matter how hard I tried.
I wanted to spill my heart out to him... how I didn't want him to leave, how amazing he was, ...how much I loved him.
But, all I could manage was to wrap my arms around him again and cry.
At sad times, look, we're together.
Lets divide the pain and cry.
I don't know how long we stood there. I don't know how many minutes passed. All I know is when it started to rain and the leftover flecks of make-up on his once bright cheeks were washed away... we went and sat under the tree. Eventually he stopped crying and nestled into my side as I blinked away stray tears.
I just remember sitting there staring out over the pond, watching the raindrops hit its glassy surface.
"Teruki..."
I looked down into his face. It was suddenly clear and the determined look on his face surprised me. He looked at me seriously for a minute before he frowned and shook his head, throwing away some thought he had. A few moments later he smiled up and me and I sent a shaky one back.
"It'll be ok."
My memories, washed over by the lukewarm rain, were touched...
If I close my eyes, you are laughing;
but, my heart is so filled that my feelings overflowed.
"Aishiteru, Bou."