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im just really worried. things are goin down hill and i miss the good times. i want things to be better, but i kno that isnt goin to happen any time soon...im glad that the school year is finally ending, so i can spend more time with my baby...i miss him sooooo fucking much...im just about to cry right now. i kno i sound so sappy and like a wuss, but i dont care anymore. all i really care about is him...i need to swim, get some agression out, somthing...ive been smoking waaaaaay too much latly...i smoked a pack and a half today...between 5 hours of school and 5 hours of work...if u think about it, its a hell of a lot...
save me now, please...
save me now, please...