SURPRISE!

[xraginghardonx]

I love my baby...and he loves me too...tonite he gave me a big surprise. he said he couldnt wait till my birthday to give it to me. which i think is nice, u kno? lol well anyways, he came over tonite and asked me to come upstairs so he could talk to me. i was like to myself "oh boy, here comes another lecture on how spencer or anyone else was saying about me." and it started out that way, but instead of a lecture, he told me to close my eyes. and i did, usually i dont trust people enough to do that. but i trust him very much so. and just to make sure i wasnt peaking he put the blanket over my head. lol i dont think he needed to do that, but thats okay. the next thing i knew, he took my left hand and was saying how much he loved me and cared for me and stuff like that. i dont remember everything that he said because i dont remember everything that everyone says. lol if that makes any sence at all. but i dont kno where it came from, but the next thing i knew, he put a ring on my finger. i was in shock, and started crying. it wasnt a proposal to marriage or nothin so no one get any funny ideas! lol ;) but it was a proposal of love to me. my baby loves me! i have never felt so in love in my life. this is amazing. he was afraid that another b/f has done the same thing. i was like "what are kidding me?! no one has ever cared for me as much as u do." i love it when he shows that he loves me. it makes me feel so fuckin special. i have never felt this way about anyone. and even tho in the begining people were saying a lot of shit about me, its ok. because now, we couldn't honestly give a shit what other people say because we kno that the lies and the rumors aren't true. im trying to make him a believer on some things. but it might take some time.

anyways, i loves my baby and i wouldnt have my life any other way!

*mwahs* baby!

Love Always,
Courtney