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WOW,kidz
lotsa shit has gone down since i last updated this.
...but isn't that how it always goes?!
well,well,well...
where to begin;
my bro Adam's now engaged to be married (next summer)to an old friend of mine
(well, from when i 1st moved down here) KELLY. Yup,yup. her name's gonna be Kelly Cinelli. jus funny how it rhymes. o-well tho. it's cute & i'm wicked happy for 'em. she's like... the best grrrl Adam has ever had,in my opinion. not some crazy,lieing,2faced BITCH, who's either flat chested or jus plain ugly.
mmhmmm,thaz right,I said it!!! hahaha. no bullshit tho, i'm happy for 'em. he's totally got his life in order,in a whole lotta ways.
so keep on keepin' on, brotha man! :)
Also,the 1 bitch i had mentioned b4,a few weeks ago, that was all makin' out w/ my X infront of me @ a party,& bein' totally full of shit tellin' me how she'd NEVER DO THAT,cuz she loved & respected me (& lived w/me for a while)...yeah well, she's now outta my circle completely. I've had SO many people tellin' me so many different things lately; like,that she & my X have been scrumpin'....they both say otherwise, but I don't even care. i'm not even gonna stress myself out any further,tryin to sort through the lies.all i know is she got her 2nd chance from me & she fuct it up 4 herself big time.
.....TO STEF:...........*
Your promises,
They look like lies.
Your honesty’s
like a back that hides a knife.
I promise you,
I promise YOU
I am finally free!!
ho.
.....................
as for Tom, he & I ae still cool. HE atleast went outta his way to call me,in the midst of all the drama,to explain himself & clear shit up,cuz he cares enough bout me.
SHE on the other hand,has done nuthin' other than try to cover her own ass w/lies 'bout other people & what THEY did...'cuz,ya know,she's so fuckin' innocent & whatnot.
whatever tho. to Hell w/ that grrrl.
she was like family too! it's a shame, but it's all on her. cuz I'm fiiiiiine!! :)
<3 <3 <3 <3
got some GrRrReat lovin from TOM the other nite,I did. much fun, as always.
never lets me down,that boy. haha. im not tryin' to get back w/him; jus' still get along w/ him,after everything, & still think he's mad sexy... so yeah, why not jump his bones from time to time, right?!??! plus,he's awesome @ what he does.
it had been a while too... like 3 months since i had been w/him last... in between that was shane & steve. & dont get me wrong, Steve's absolutely sum1 I luv...(shane's jus' this guy from the bar!!haha) but when it comes down to sex, TOM's the best. like, he's the 1 i'm thinin' bout when I'm *dancin' w/myself*. hahaha. mmmmhmmmmm.
watever tho, it's jus' sex. I'm not opposed to bein' his GF again someday, but, even if that never happens, fuckin' him's still fun,fun,fun. ...& I'm totally SOoOoOoOoOOO much hotter than Stef, so he's dumb for wantin' 2 fuck her any damn way... not that THAT ever happened... or sumthin'. again, IDONTGIVEAFUCK.
ON ANOTHER NOTE:
Ima be gettin' a new job! workin' as a bar tender! yay 4 me!
jus' hafta dress up kinda naughty on the weekends, play w/ hoola-hoops & perhaps be in a wet Tshirt contest (for cash) from time to time. Pudding wrestling too, I hear! haha.
sounds like alot moe fun than Red Lobster.. & I'm SURE ima be makin' more $$$$. not a career.. not there anyway, but i can work my way up to nicer,better payin' CLUBS, in time. another great thing is i can pretty much drink/smoke on the job... jus as long as i can still function. should be fun, yup, yup.
had been doin' lotsa coke too. like, waaaaaaay to fuckin' much; so I've taken a break from all that shit. partied enough for tha next couple weeks on that shit.
it was pills,beer & weed last night. I hate wakin' up thinkin' "wut did i do last nite?",cuz i seriously cant remember. it's no good. I need to grow up. Soooomeday.
a few wordz: ......
Let me say to the Pepsi generation,
a few lines of misinformation.
Watch ur money flow away oh so quick;
to kill urself properly,
Coke is it.
ANYWAY, i think I've said all i could possibly remember to inform you bout..
so, I think Ima stop now. Infact, I KNOW i am. so there... u bastards. ;)~
Love Yoooooous!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3
lotsa shit has gone down since i last updated this.
...but isn't that how it always goes?!
well,well,well...
where to begin;
my bro Adam's now engaged to be married (next summer)to an old friend of mine
(well, from when i 1st moved down here) KELLY. Yup,yup. her name's gonna be Kelly Cinelli. jus funny how it rhymes. o-well tho. it's cute & i'm wicked happy for 'em. she's like... the best grrrl Adam has ever had,in my opinion. not some crazy,lieing,2faced BITCH, who's either flat chested or jus plain ugly.
mmhmmm,thaz right,I said it!!! hahaha. no bullshit tho, i'm happy for 'em. he's totally got his life in order,in a whole lotta ways.
so keep on keepin' on, brotha man! :)
Also,the 1 bitch i had mentioned b4,a few weeks ago, that was all makin' out w/ my X infront of me @ a party,& bein' totally full of shit tellin' me how she'd NEVER DO THAT,cuz she loved & respected me (& lived w/me for a while)...yeah well, she's now outta my circle completely. I've had SO many people tellin' me so many different things lately; like,that she & my X have been scrumpin'....they both say otherwise, but I don't even care. i'm not even gonna stress myself out any further,tryin to sort through the lies.all i know is she got her 2nd chance from me & she fuct it up 4 herself big time.
.....TO STEF:...........*
Your promises,
They look like lies.
Your honesty’s
like a back that hides a knife.
I promise you,
I promise YOU
I am finally free!!
ho.
.....................
as for Tom, he & I ae still cool. HE atleast went outta his way to call me,in the midst of all the drama,to explain himself & clear shit up,cuz he cares enough bout me.
SHE on the other hand,has done nuthin' other than try to cover her own ass w/lies 'bout other people & what THEY did...'cuz,ya know,she's so fuckin' innocent & whatnot.
whatever tho. to Hell w/ that grrrl.
she was like family too! it's a shame, but it's all on her. cuz I'm fiiiiiine!! :)
<3 <3 <3 <3
got some GrRrReat lovin from TOM the other nite,I did. much fun, as always.
never lets me down,that boy. haha. im not tryin' to get back w/him; jus' still get along w/ him,after everything, & still think he's mad sexy... so yeah, why not jump his bones from time to time, right?!??! plus,he's awesome @ what he does.
it had been a while too... like 3 months since i had been w/him last... in between that was shane & steve. & dont get me wrong, Steve's absolutely sum1 I luv...(shane's jus' this guy from the bar!!haha) but when it comes down to sex, TOM's the best. like, he's the 1 i'm thinin' bout when I'm *dancin' w/myself*. hahaha. mmmmhmmmmm.
watever tho, it's jus' sex. I'm not opposed to bein' his GF again someday, but, even if that never happens, fuckin' him's still fun,fun,fun. ...& I'm totally SOoOoOoOoOOO much hotter than Stef, so he's dumb for wantin' 2 fuck her any damn way... not that THAT ever happened... or sumthin'. again, IDONTGIVEAFUCK.
ON ANOTHER NOTE:
Ima be gettin' a new job! workin' as a bar tender! yay 4 me!
jus' hafta dress up kinda naughty on the weekends, play w/ hoola-hoops & perhaps be in a wet Tshirt contest (for cash) from time to time. Pudding wrestling too, I hear! haha.
sounds like alot moe fun than Red Lobster.. & I'm SURE ima be makin' more $$$$. not a career.. not there anyway, but i can work my way up to nicer,better payin' CLUBS, in time. another great thing is i can pretty much drink/smoke on the job... jus as long as i can still function. should be fun, yup, yup.
had been doin' lotsa coke too. like, waaaaaaay to fuckin' much; so I've taken a break from all that shit. partied enough for tha next couple weeks on that shit.
it was pills,beer & weed last night. I hate wakin' up thinkin' "wut did i do last nite?",cuz i seriously cant remember. it's no good. I need to grow up. Soooomeday.
a few wordz: ......
Let me say to the Pepsi generation,
a few lines of misinformation.
Watch ur money flow away oh so quick;
to kill urself properly,
Coke is it.
ANYWAY, i think I've said all i could possibly remember to inform you bout..
so, I think Ima stop now. Infact, I KNOW i am. so there... u bastards. ;)~
Love Yoooooous!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3