This journal,
Until now, has been voluntarily censored by yours truly, because I feared for the emotions of others.
Well, I just cant do it anymore. This is, at last check, my personal journal. I will vent my feelings the way I want to. I'm not making you read it. You've been warned. Dont blame me if you see things you dont like.
I'm...all confused. I've been questioning myself all day. Can I fix this? Should I try? Would she have me back? Would I want to, when I know it would just hurt her?
Well...I went out on a limb and IM'ed her to affirm a time for Saturday, and had those questions answered. I'm not putting that here, though, because my journal or not, most of you just dont need to know.
Well, I just cant do it anymore. This is, at last check, my personal journal. I will vent my feelings the way I want to. I'm not making you read it. You've been warned. Dont blame me if you see things you dont like.
I'm...all confused. I've been questioning myself all day. Can I fix this? Should I try? Would she have me back? Would I want to, when I know it would just hurt her?
Well...I went out on a limb and IM'ed her to affirm a time for Saturday, and had those questions answered. I'm not putting that here, though, because my journal or not, most of you just dont need to know.