how i want the, been in nc too long.
miss la, or the thought of it, i think i just miss being in a big city.
i feel like things are coming together. finally.
i need to get things worked out for NYC so i can say hey friends
im actually moving on this date.
blah! i think i will start wearing sunscreen everyday also.

Basically I was told by an undisclosed band, that if they like the designs me and ally and friends are putting together for our clothing line, that they will wear our gear on stage/for photoshoots ( Read more... )

So the past year i have been in california, learning and loving ( Read more... )

so thats what im doing.
the used is one of my favorite bands right now.
i want to get tattooed so bad it hurts. i need money.
i need a cuddle budy, i have one in mind on the east coast.
why why why.

getting a surfboard from one of my friends.
getting a nice sewing machine from my parents <3 ( Read more... )

i have my life planned out.
just one thing i cant have.
timing is off. this is gonna be hard

friendships ruined.
chances to date decent guys ruined,
everything ruined,
maybe 08 could be better. hard to believe ive known
some people for 8 years......
weird

i am going to die alone.
i always wimp out and do the wrong things when it comes to boys i like

i want to design my own clothing.
im going to find some websites. and maybe take some classes at fit, in la.
anyone wanna go in with me and start designing stuff?
i wanna be a baller.

my friend and his wife just spilt up.
well actually 2 of them. weird.
thats why i say wait til later in life to marry.
on a positive note i would marry either of them,
childhood crushes...foooo sure.