im scared....
omg i was so scared. at conditioning i couldnt breathe like literally COULD NOT breathe. i was so scared i came home n my heart was still goin a mile a minute. my mom checked my pulse n said it was still going really fast. i went upstairs n cried n felt like i was gonna hyperventilate or something. i was gaspin too. the coaches were juss sayin "oh it juss shows ur outta shape. if u cant do it here u cant do it on the court. fuckin they work us more than ruiz did n it isnt even tryouts or practice yet! ill end up in the hospital at this rate. i have sum sort of breathing problem n this aggravates it. it scares me so much.