i feel the same way doll... I am so busy yet I feel empty :( I don't know what I want either and don't know what to be besides myself - what IS me though, truly?
hey dearie! that's the thing. i don't really feel empty or that something's missing in my life because I'm not with someone. i know i used to though. that's how i know i'm changing. we'll talk soon.
I think you and I have very similar beliefs. In a way I think God's saying to trust in Him and for you to get right with him before he finds you that excellent guy. Keep the faith. You have a lot to offer. There's no need to rush into things right now.
it's true. i realize i have little control over who I meet and when. i thought that i'd be married by now, even have a kid. life rarely deals the cards you want. i have no choice but to accept that He has a different plan for me. right now is the time for me to become the woman i want to be.
amen, sister. i felt like i was reading about myself except i kept seeing your name instead of mine.
you are nat. that's all you can ever be. the beautiful part about being you is that you get to change and grow and become something new. you know how catepillars become butterflies? the sad thing about catepillars is that they only get to undergo this transformation once whereas we get to become butterflies over and over again. :)
maybe i should say instead you are a constantly evolving butterfly. :)
haha. i like that analogy! i think everyone should constantly evolve and better themselves. but sometimes, the person in the mirror is a stranger. that's how i've been feeling.
you know, these are all normal feelings, and sometimes as you would with a virus, you just have to let it take its course. you can never go wrong when you follow your heart, even when it pulls in you all these different directions. but eventually, generically speaking, things balance themselves out...and your embarassing stories will be good ice breakers at future social gatherings :)
you can't expect another person to make you happy until you are happy first, and satisfied with the unrestrained changes that's happening to you right now. you're doing all the right things, despite what your heart may be feeling. stay strong and keep up the good work :)
hahaha...my embarrassing stories are ALREADY entertaining ppl. *sigh* i just feel like i'm walking in some fog sometimes and nothing looks like it used to. thanks for the comforting words.
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you are nat. that's all you can ever be. the beautiful part about being you is that you get to change and grow and become something new. you know how catepillars become butterflies? the sad thing about catepillars is that they only get to undergo this transformation once whereas we get to become butterflies over and over again. :)
maybe i should say instead you are a constantly evolving butterfly. :)
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you can't expect another person to make you happy until you are happy first, and satisfied with the unrestrained changes that's happening to you right now. you're doing all the right things, despite what your heart may be feeling. stay strong and keep up the good work :)
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